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Day 1
Ok so today I broke up with my girlfriend. It's difficult to write this down cause I'll have to look at it later but I have to write it.
So here's how it all began...
Mid April I went to Melbourne for my final State Junior Bowling Championships. Went over, had a good time, did a few things I now regret, but main thing was I had fun. Came back to Perth, high as a kite. Unfortunately, my girlfriend didn't seem too keen on what I had got up to, but I didn't really take a lot of notice because I told her everything. Felt it was ok... apparently it wasn't.
So she's a member of this community called FurAffinity, I'm sure anyone who reads this will know exactly what it is and probably be a member of it themselves. One innocent Friday night, I head out to work, and my girlfriend attends this thing called a "meet", sort of a party but more a gathering of people who enjoy the same things and are called "Furrs" (people who belong to FurAffinity). So I guess one thing lead to another and.. she.. well... cheated on me. I accepted that she did being the kind of girl that she is; as she is a little bit of flirt... ah who am I kidding a LOT of a flirt. Then, curiosity got the better of me and I read an msn convo she had stored on my computer..... big mistake. The whole thing was blown out of proportion, and from then on it was downhill.
2 weeks later, I ask to her face "Do you love me anymore." She said, imo cold-heartedly, "No". Just like that. She can push away 2 months of love, care, and respect.
As one would do, I had my cry (yeah, I'll admit that), and spent the day with some really good friends which I will hold very close to me. Then I went back to bowling, 3 game series was 161, 189, 206. Took me the first game to get over my day lol.
So that's it. I'm forever hopeful she will come back to me and grant me a second chance at trying to be her boyfriend again, but I don't think it will happen. I still love her very much, and it's going to take a long time to get over her.
O well, still got the Furr meets to look forward to I guess - Vixen I'm gonna drink you under the table :P
After writing this, I feel like I have gotten a huge weight off my chest. Least I have written everything down now... probably gonna keep doing this it's really refreshing.
Peace out everyone.
Cameron
So here's how it all began...
Mid April I went to Melbourne for my final State Junior Bowling Championships. Went over, had a good time, did a few things I now regret, but main thing was I had fun. Came back to Perth, high as a kite. Unfortunately, my girlfriend didn't seem too keen on what I had got up to, but I didn't really take a lot of notice because I told her everything. Felt it was ok... apparently it wasn't.
So she's a member of this community called FurAffinity, I'm sure anyone who reads this will know exactly what it is and probably be a member of it themselves. One innocent Friday night, I head out to work, and my girlfriend attends this thing called a "meet", sort of a party but more a gathering of people who enjoy the same things and are called "Furrs" (people who belong to FurAffinity). So I guess one thing lead to another and.. she.. well... cheated on me. I accepted that she did being the kind of girl that she is; as she is a little bit of flirt... ah who am I kidding a LOT of a flirt. Then, curiosity got the better of me and I read an msn convo she had stored on my computer..... big mistake. The whole thing was blown out of proportion, and from then on it was downhill.
2 weeks later, I ask to her face "Do you love me anymore." She said, imo cold-heartedly, "No". Just like that. She can push away 2 months of love, care, and respect.
As one would do, I had my cry (yeah, I'll admit that), and spent the day with some really good friends which I will hold very close to me. Then I went back to bowling, 3 game series was 161, 189, 206. Took me the first game to get over my day lol.
So that's it. I'm forever hopeful she will come back to me and grant me a second chance at trying to be her boyfriend again, but I don't think it will happen. I still love her very much, and it's going to take a long time to get over her.
O well, still got the Furr meets to look forward to I guess - Vixen I'm gonna drink you under the table :P
After writing this, I feel like I have gotten a huge weight off my chest. Least I have written everything down now... probably gonna keep doing this it's really refreshing.
Peace out everyone.
Cameron
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